tomorrow, I will lead a new career... new environment... new life.
ops! don't be mislead. I'm not getting married. haha. that's not the kind of change I want.
I will enroll @ AdNU tomorrow morning. & it means no coming back. I won't do so.
Know why I make so much fuss about this? because it's something I chose... all by myself!
And it means a lot to me. Not because I'm entering the poshest school here Naga City, but because finally, I feel so responsible with my decision... with my career... with my future. & it's like, "hey darlene, do your best! you're the one to blame!" (no reason to blame. won't do bad.)
You know what, now I truly believe:
Doing something I don't want is what I called job or obligation. but doing something with willingness & eagerness is what I call passion.
& that's what I have right now & the coming days. Passion to build my future coloring it bright & colorful. =) I swear I am happy of what I had chosen.
Of course, there's a lot of negative opinions I reconsider. I was supposed to graduate 2 years from now. But transferring to another school will bring me back to zero. Not super zero actually. But I don't mind at all. Excuses are lies as my NSTP Instructor quoted. If I have to double or triple my time to get back to the race... I will. & anyway, I'm not in a hurry. I'm too young. & besides, this is what I picture myself... in the future. A successful AB-Communication graduate... Armed with knowledge & confidence... Ready to face the another scenario of her life... Being a PROFESSIONAL @ heart and mind.
I should be the one behind the wheel. 'Cause it's my OWN duty to drive my life the way I want it to be. So if you'll ask where my route is...
"Manong, to success & fullfillment street po."
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