INVINCIBLE NINJA kid: Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Wat'a lonely day it is. Super bored and super sad. Just don't know what to think and do. I woke up this morning having hard time to breathe (my asthma, i guess) and a little pain in my chest. I looked for my medicine and felt alright after I took it. I wanted to sleep again but can't breathe normally while lying in bed. So I just sat down. I felt so low and lazy and tired, but I have to cook some meal and have my clothes cleaned. So I just forced my self to do those things, anyway it's not that tiring to do. I have to take a bath 2x to booze my energy and I decided to update my blog. Yesterday I went downtown with Mom to have something fix. After we ate @ McDonald's, I asked Mama if I could stroll somewhere to have some moment.Then a friend texted me if I could meet him somewhere. He wants to hang around and asking me for company. I just don't like the idea of hanging around that day with a buddy (basically, I just want to lurk alone) but can't text him back saying I can't go. So I had a scheme. I know the RTW store where his ex-girlfriend works (summer job). And as far as I remember he told me that he misses that ex-girlfriend of his but can't meet her 'cause he felt reluctant to do so. So I replied him with "uki. let's visit Gi @ her workplace. I'm on my way". He agreed immediately. He's annoyed not tracing my shadow on that RTW Store. The truth was I never went there. I just set him up. He was texting me like "where are you? are you coming here or not?" as if he didn't want the scene. hahaha. " Go, talk to her. U missed her right?", I replied . I was eating and laughing while watching him go ( I was in a fastfood where the walls were glass ones, I mean see-through which is near the RTW store). He's asking me to meet them there but I can't. I won't leave my precious meal just because he's being another dummy again. He told me he's mad. I told him thats what he wants in the first place, and he must thank me for doing it giving him the chance to see his ex without making him look too desperate and don't act as if he's a victim 'cause I am doing him a favor. He told me that I am so mean. Which I know I am not. I'm just want to lend him a hand. I know how he loves his ex, until now. And I know that he really misses her. I found the situation so funny. That I really laugh so hard that the people looked around me. hahaha. He's such a baby. An inlove baby, indeed haha. IDK if what I did was right or wrong. And I don't care. I have important things to think of. And besides, that was just part of my plaful mind. So to him, you you you.. bow down to me boy, you owe me that thing! hahaha. don't be such pretender.. i know you like the set-up thingy! haha. that's really funny!