INVINCIBLE NINJA kid: Wednesday, May 27, 2009

tomorrow, I will lead a new career...
new environment...
new life.

ops! don't be mislead.
I'm not getting married. haha.
that's not the kind of change I want.

I will enroll @ AdNU tomorrow morning.
& it means no coming back.
I won't do so.

Know why I make so much fuss about this?
because it's something I chose... all by myself!

And it means a lot to me.
Not because I'm entering the poshest school here Naga City,
but because finally, I feel so responsible with my decision...
with my career...
with my future.
& it's like,
"hey darlene, do your best! you're the one to blame!"
(no reason to blame. won't do bad.)

You know what, now I truly believe:

Doing something I don't want is what I called job or obligation.
but doing something with willingness & eagerness is what I call passion.

& that's what I have right now & the coming days.
Passion to build my future coloring it bright & colorful. =)
I swear I am happy of what I had chosen.

Of course, there's a lot of negative opinions I reconsider.
I was supposed to graduate 2 years from now.
But transferring to another school will bring me back to zero.
Not super zero actually.
But I don't mind at all.
Excuses are lies as my NSTP Instructor quoted.
If I have to double or triple my time to get back to the race... I will.
& anyway, I'm not in a hurry.
I'm too young.
& besides, this is what I picture myself... in the future.
A successful AB-Communication graduate...
Armed with knowledge & confidence...
Ready to face the another scenario of her life...
Being a PROFESSIONAL @ heart and mind.

I should be the one behind the wheel.
'Cause it's my OWN duty to drive my life the way I want it to be.
So if you'll ask where my route is...

"Manong, to success & fullfillment street po."