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About Me: A witty funny kid from Naga City. A proud ATENEAN. Got simple dream... to be a ninja or a secret agent... or maybe a spy. I love hanging out with my budds. Love reading, totally! Others think I'm weird & cause I do unusual things like wearing sweatshirt during sunny day and eat ice cream on a rainy day. I'm funny to get along. As long as we respect each other, imperfections doesn't matter. =) Love taking pictures too! And doing extremes(when Im with my pals only}!! But God knows we're not that wild! we're just having fun being sick! hehe. ;)
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  Tuesday, September 22, 2009  
 
 
sa wakas nasabi ko na!
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Fin'lly.. I said it to her! Hahaha. Idk kun saen ako nag hugot ning kusog boot. Basta I just text it away to her.

I said, "Gusto ta ka. Pero don't worry, I dont expect anything. I think, I have to tell you. Yun lang."

She replied, "Panu si Cris? wla ba tong joke?"

Cris is my "close friend" right now.

I said, "wala ngang joke. Di ba usapan naten, wala tayong joke2."

Ya. I know. Indi ko sinagot yung first question... How could I? I don't even know how I feel about Criz. Basta Criz is good to me and supportive and loving and understanding and caring.

She replied, "Oh, anu c Criz? mahal mu? gusto mo?"

Arrg! How could she ask me that thing?! Dapat wala na syang paki dun. Hahaha. 'Di ko sya maintindihan. Gusto ko sanang sagot nia about it is if she likes me too. Um, I know, I should ask her. But I can't... Remember? I told her na "i don't expect anything."

So yun.

I just said, "Maybe I like Criz, but I like you more."

which is true! Gosh, I could dump anyone for her! 'di nya yan alam.

Then she replied, "Thank you sa pagiging honest. Matutulog na 'ko. Gudnayt!"

Ahhhoouch. Yeah. I feel sudden pain. But I get out of it. Then I feel stupid. haha.


Kanina lang, we stroll sa mall. Nag videoke kame! Kumanta ako. Migraine by Moonstar88. As I was singing...

Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo.

Hanggang dito na lang ako, Nangangarap na mapa sayo.

Nahihilo. Nalilito. Asan ba ko sayo.

Aasa ba ko sayo.

...I was looking at her. Really looking. I dunno if our friends noticed it. She's smiling nga at me. Like what she used to... the smile that melts me. hay nakuu.

tomorrow. tomorrow will be the judgment day. bukas, i will face the consequence of being so honest. how tragic! naging honest na nga, may consequence pa din!

buti pa si Red ng "dahil May isang ikaw", binigyan na ng chance ni Leah Alferos. Hahaha.

Ako negative na, ever since! Baket kase magmamahal man lang, sa dae pa pwede.

Pero xmpz, dae ako matugot na ako ang babayaan. I don't want to be left hanging. I love myself more than anything else, that is why I'm going to protect myself first. I will shield myself from her. Ako na maiwas. Not super iwas. Baka mahalata kame kang friends mi. Lie low lang muna. Ako ang mang babaya. Baku sya. Hahaha. Unfair ako nuh?

So guess, this is it. I can breathe easily now. Atleast I have nothing to hide.

Garu ang drama ko...

after kong sabihon saiya na I like her, I'll take her for granted. Hehe. Wala lang. To protect myself. =)

gudnayt!

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