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Name: ninjaKID
Home: Naga City, Philippines
About Me: A witty funny kid from Naga City. A proud ATENEAN. Got simple dream... to be a ninja or a secret agent... or maybe a spy. I love hanging out with my budds. Love reading, totally! Others think I'm weird & cause I do unusual things like wearing sweatshirt during sunny day and eat ice cream on a rainy day. I'm funny to get along. As long as we respect each other, imperfections doesn't matter. =) Love taking pictures too! And doing extremes(when Im with my pals only}!! But God knows we're not that wild! we're just having fun being sick! hehe. ;)
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  Thursday, May 7, 2009  
 
 
difficulties and confusion.
Im confused. Really... so confused. And right now, although I don't believe in such, I would prefer to use a crystal ball or fortune-teller cards than to guess what's going on... what's happening to me?! It was what? five days ago when I told myself over and over again that I must stop myself before its too late. I still remember how I tucked it in my mind the words "...darlene, this is such a wrong thing to do. You'll be hurt for sure. What?! 2-3 weeks from now, you'll cry and you'll just lurk in the corner to pity yourself." I heard myself saying... "No. Not now. Not now that I am happy. Not now that I am not ready." But everything has been said but nothing was understood. I didn't listen.
True: One cannot convince herself of a thing,  when you know that it is not what you want to happen.
uhmm? wat'a quotation. I made that. But that's true. That's how I feel all these days. I heard this song and before, I can't relate to it... but now, haha. find it soooo true:


I need a love that grows
I don’t want it unless I know
But with each passin hour
Someone, somehow
Will be there, ready to share

I need a love that’s strong
I’m so tired of being alone
But will my lonely heart
Play the part
Of the fool again, before I begin

Foolish heart, hear me calling
Stop before you start falling
Foolish heart, heed my warning
You’ve been wrong before
Don’t be wrong anymore

I’m feelin that feelin again
I’ve been playin a game I can’t win
Love’s knockin on the door
Of my heart once more
Think I’ll let him in
Before I begin

Foolish heart, hear me calling
Stop before, you start falling
Foolish heart, heed my warning
You’ve been wrong before
Don’t be wrong anymore
Foolish heart
Foolish, foolish heart
You’ve been wrong before

Foolish heart, hear me calling
Stop before you start falling
Foolish heart, heed my warning
You’ve been wrong before
Don’t be wrong anymore
Foolish heart

Oh foolish
foolish heart
You’ve been wrong before

Foolish
foolish heart
Foolish heart


I like him. So much, indeed. But I just can't draw unto something when I am truly clueless of what's gonna happen next. 
posted by ninjaKID @ 4:25 PM   0 comments
 
 
   
 
 
sudden hardships.
It's been awhile. It's been a long boring days of my life. And I've been trying to figure out how could this 'nothing-to-do-days' brought me hardships. It's amazing how I wake up each morning and breathe every second of the day with only one thought in my head. And that is him. And I want to end my misery as soon as possible. Funny, I thought everythings fine with me. But right now, as I keep on typing here... I fell like there's something missing... something that makes me feel this odd... I even ask me self? Am I really happy? or I'm just pretending to be one?
posted by ninjaKID @ 3:33 PM   0 comments