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Name: ninjaKID
Home: Naga City, Philippines
About Me: A witty funny kid from Naga City. A proud ATENEAN. Got simple dream... to be a ninja or a secret agent... or maybe a spy. I love hanging out with my budds.
Love reading, totally!
Others think I'm weird & cause I do unusual things like wearing sweatshirt during sunny day and eat ice cream on a rainy day. I'm funny to get along. As long as we respect each other, imperfections doesn't matter. =)
Love taking pictures too! And doing extremes(when Im with my pals only}!!
But God knows we're not that wild! we're just having fun being sick! hehe. ;)
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Saturday, November 28, 2009 |
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| miss ko pala sya |
Nasa labas ako ng classroom... naghihintay for my 1.30 SRA class. Biglang nag vibrate yung fone ko. A message from Mich. Nasa UNC daw sila... nanonood ng basketball game kung saan isa sa mga players ang taong nagpakulay ng buhay ko last summer. I think twice if I'll go or not. If I go, we'll see each other. Mahihiya lang ako.
Pero dahil gusto ko sang makita after 2 months almost na di ko sa nakita, pumunta ako. It was raining hard. Pero I don't mind. I went there. I saw my friends cheering. After few minutes, kasama na ko sa nag checheer. I had fun. Really. Lalo na yung pumasok na sya sa court to play... yun lang yung time na pwede ko syang tingnan, kase pag nasa bench sya, di ako nakakatingin.. baka kasi mahalata ako. hhaha
Na shock ako nung pumasok na sya sa court.. 16 ang number ng jersey nya. That's our day. I dont know what to feel. Kikiligin ba ko? O malulungkot kase wala naman na talaga kami. Pero ito yung sure, yung mga friends ko, kinikilig. :) :)
Hindi pa tapos yung game umalis na kami. May next subject pa kasi. Pero talo na sila nun. though nakahabol sila sa 2nd half nung game, still, not enough to make them win.
Well, after the event, na relaize ko, miss ko pala sya. . :) :)
Labels: i miss you, love, love story, rescue me |
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Wednesday, October 7, 2009 |
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| walang sasalo?? |
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akala ko, mawawala na lang 'to pag nasabi ko na sayo. Akala ko makakahinga na ko ng maluwag pag naamin ko na. Noong una kala ko effective na. Na wala na kong nadarama sayo. Ngunit ngayon, di ko na alam. Kung sadyang nag aalala bilang kaibigan o selos ba ito sa tuwing napapa tawa ka nya ng walang ka effort-effort.
Marahil naguguluhan lamang ako pero parang kinukumbinsi ko lang sarili ko nito... gusto kita, nasabi ko na yan sao. "salamat sa pagiging honest" yun lang sagot mo. Sa sagot na yun, alam ko ng wala ng pag asa. Ngunit di ko maiwasang umasa na baka isang araw, marealize mo na gusto mo din pala ko. Na namimiss mo ko tulad ng pagka miss ko ngayon sayo kahit kakahiwalay lang natin kanina. Nakakaloka noh? Parang kelan lang, akala ko magiging ok na ko pagkatapos kong aminin sayo 'to. Pero ngayon, di na ko sigurado kung mawawala pa 'to.
Siguro kelangan ko lang ng rebound. Ng sasalo sakin ngayon. Ngayon na nahulog na ko sayo ng tuluyan. Pero baket ganun... may sasalo naman saken ahh. Pinakilala ko pa nga sayo. Kaso hindi sa ung gusto kong sumalo saken. Ikaw. Pero alam kong di mo gagawin yun. At nalulungkot akong isipin na hanggang dito na lamang ako sayo... isa sa mga kasama mo sa eskwela pero hindi nag iisa sa puso mo... isa sa mga nagpapatawa sayo, ngunit di isa sa mga magpapaiyak sayo pag nawala ako... isa sa mga nahihingahan mo ng probelam pero di kaylan man magiging pangtaggal ng kalungkutan mo... Siguro isa ako sa mga mahalagang tao sa buhay mo ngayon... pero hindi kaylan man magiging rason mo para matakot kang mawala sa mundo... at maiwan ako.
hindi kelan man.
Ma swerte siguro sya. Di na nya kelangan gayumahin ka... minahal mo na sya ng kusa at walang pag aalinlangan.
Pero tandaan mo 'to. Di lahat ng bagay sa mundo, forever. Mag bbreak din kayo! ;)
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| posted by ninjaKID @ 9:02 PM |
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| binayaan nya na 'ko [update of 'babayaan mo na 'ko?] |
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totoo na pala i2. iniwan nya na ako. sabi ko na nga ba. nararamdaman ko na, noon pa. hay, ok lang. pasasaan ba't ika'y aking malilimutan. Di ka na maalala pa. Matutunan ulit tumawa't mag saya kahit di ka kasama.
So anu na? Makonsensya ka sana. Hehe. Biro lang. Wala akong sama ng loob kase alam ko naman na dito rin tayo magtatapos. Kaso hindi pa sana ako handa. Pero wala na atang magagawa. Wala ka na. Di na kita pipigilan pa. Kahit yun ang gusto kong gawin. Kase, di kita kayang tiisin. Pero tulad ng sinabi ko, tapos na nga pala tayo. Hanggang dito na lang ako, mag tyatyaga sa alaala mo.
Bahala na. Ayoko munang magsalita.. - Lyrics sa song na Kundiman ng Silent Sanctuary.
Kainis! baket kase kita dinala sa Mcdo! ;(
Labels: a novel, akala mo, brave, emo, expectations, great, let me go, love, nostalgia, only one, padangat, pagmamahal, rescue me, romantic, strong, you're my only one |
| posted by ninjaKID @ 5:54 PM |
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009 |
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| update [sa wakas nasabi ko na!] |
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last night yun anu? ng sinabi ko kanya my feelings for her. Well, here's the update of what happened this whole day.
Well, maghapon ang klase. I just had time to be with them (friends including 'her') after lunchtime.
Tulad pa rin kame ng dati.
But I have this limitations. hehe.
Wala lang, iwas sakit kung baga. If I come too close to her, like what we used to before I told her the 'truth', I might end up 'hoping' that we can be you know what.
Lakas pati ng appeal nya kanina ay! Lalo akong nahulog. Nakakainis mang aminin, pero wala eh, hanggang sito na lang ako, nangangarap na mapa sayo. =(
'Di na ko aasa. Kase alam ko na kung asan ako sayo..
Alam ko namang hindi pwedeng tayo.
Ako pa nga nagsabi nun diba?
Sabi ko, "Hindi ako pumapatol sa barkada."
Pero alam mo ba? Alam ko na nun na gusto kita.
Kinukumbinsi ko rin sarili ko nun.
Na wag kang mahalin ng ganun.
Kaso ito na oh, gusto na kita,
Ay hindi pala,
Mahal na pala kita.
kahit alam kong walang pag asa
kahit alam kong sya ang gusto mong talaga.
pasenxa na ah?
Di ko naman 'to sinasada.
Pinigilan ko pa nga.
aan mo na to,
mawawala na lang tong parang bula
Sa pag lipas ng araw,
Malilimutan ko rin 'to.
Sana.
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| posted by ninjaKID @ 9:36 PM |
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009 |
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| sa wakas nasabi ko na! |
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Fin'lly.. I said it to her! Hahaha. Idk kun saen ako nag hugot ning kusog boot. Basta I just text it away to her.
I said, "Gusto ta ka. Pero don't worry, I dont expect anything. I think, I have to tell you. Yun lang."
She replied, "Panu si Cris? wla ba tong joke?"
Cris is my "close friend" right now.
I said, "wala ngang joke. Di ba usapan naten, wala tayong joke2."
Ya. I know. Indi ko sinagot yung first question... How could I? I don't even know how I feel about Criz. Basta Criz is good to me and supportive and loving and understanding and caring.
She replied, "Oh, anu c Criz? mahal mu? gusto mo?"
Arrg! How could she ask me that thing?! Dapat wala na syang paki dun. Hahaha. 'Di ko sya maintindihan. Gusto ko sanang sagot nia about it is if she likes me too. Um, I know, I should ask her. But I can't... Remember? I told her na "i don't expect anything."
So yun.
I just said, "Maybe I like Criz, but I like you more."
which is true! Gosh, I could dump anyone for her! 'di nya yan alam.
Then she replied, "Thank you sa pagiging honest. Matutulog na 'ko. Gudnayt!"
Ahhhoouch. Yeah. I feel sudden pain. But I get out of it. Then I feel stupid. haha.
Kanina lang, we stroll sa mall. Nag videoke kame! Kumanta ako. Migraine by Moonstar88. As I was singing...
Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo.
Hanggang dito na lang ako, Nangangarap na mapa sayo.
Nahihilo. Nalilito. Asan ba ko sayo.
Aasa ba ko sayo.
...I was looking at her. Really looking. I dunno if our friends noticed it. She's smiling nga at me. Like what she used to... the smile that melts me. hay nakuu.
tomorrow. tomorrow will be the judgment day. bukas, i will face the consequence of being so honest. how tragic! naging honest na nga, may consequence pa din!
buti pa si Red ng "dahil May isang ikaw", binigyan na ng chance ni Leah Alferos. Hahaha.
Ako negative na, ever since! Baket kase magmamahal man lang, sa dae pa pwede.
Pero xmpz, dae ako matugot na ako ang babayaan. I don't want to be left hanging. I love myself more than anything else, that is why I'm going to protect myself first. I will shield myself from her. Ako na maiwas. Not super iwas. Baka mahalata kame kang friends mi. Lie low lang muna. Ako ang mang babaya. Baku sya. Hahaha. Unfair ako nuh?
So guess, this is it. I can breathe easily now. Atleast I have nothing to hide.
Garu ang drama ko...
after kong sabihon saiya na I like her, I'll take her for granted. Hehe. Wala lang. To protect myself. =)
gudnayt!Labels: akala mo, brave, cute, emo, expectations, let me go, love, lyrics, quote, rescue me, user, you're my only one |
| posted by ninjaKID @ 9:25 PM |
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Monday, September 21, 2009 |
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| babayaan mo na ‘ko?? |
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magsabi na.
para dae na ‘ko mag asa.
dae tabi ko gibuhung tanga.
napanung sa ateneo pa ‘ko nag eskwela.
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kung baka akala mo ako makukulugan ning sobra
kung baka akala mo hihibian taka.
kung baka akala mo hahanapun taka.
iyo talaga. tama ka.
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Pero ini ang makasuya ngonian.
Nagiging emo na ‘ko, ai inda, dae ko na aram
Pag nakukulugan mo ‘ko, “let go” ang drama
Pero pag tigtetext mo na ako, umm, heaven na.
Mahiling ka lang, ayos na.
Lalo na kung an kamot ko, kakaputan mo pa.
Ay, kung pwede ka lang idulag.
Dae ako maduwa-duwang darahon sakuyang bag.
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pero kung mas maugma ka na mayo na ‘ko
ta kung baka may nakalinya ng karibay ko
ooh ‘di saka, anung pang hinahalat mo?
magsabi na tulos ta baka nasasakitan na konsensya mo.
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Ma asa pa gayod ako na mabalik ka pa
Xmpz kase padangat taka.
Siguro hahalatun ko man giraray text mo pag aga.
Maski aram kong mayo na kong mababasa.
Siguro hihilingun ko man giraray email ad ko pag ala una
Ta malay ko man baga, mag online ka.
Siguro, mamumundo ako pag sabado
Lalo na kung ako mapa Mcdo.
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Kaso mayo na gayod ko kayan magiginibo.
Aakuun ko na lang ta iyo man gayud yan desisyon mo.
Kung ika sa iba nagka gusto.
Ayos lang, basta baku sa kabaro mo.
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Makangiritun man,
Nakapag gibo ako ning tulang may rhyme
Iba na talaga pag udok sa boot
Nagigibo maski makulog.
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Si plano ta palan to watch movie,
Garo baku na ako ang makakaiba mo adi?
Baka digdi na lang ko sa harong mag sine
Sayang kya kang 100, dae man ko makakadalan tultol
Ta ang isip ko saimo naka ukol.
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So anu na? Anung plano?
Baka gusto mong ipaaram sako.
Anu baya talaga, ako maasa pa?
Simbagun sana ang hapot ko,
Ano? Babayaan mo na ‘ko?
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Pahabol:
Dae ka mag alaala na masusulo ako.
O baka worried ka na mayo sakong masalo
Kaya takang ribayan,
Pira bagang gayo an gusto mo?
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=)
ninja09.21.09Labels: brave, emo, expectations, love, padangat, pagmamahal, sad, strong |
| posted by ninjaKID @ 9:19 PM |
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Monday, September 14, 2009 |
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| Seminarians on Groove |
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this is how they do it...
I took this during the MYC (Marian youth congress) mass.
Everyone was invited to dance, as well as these clever seminarians [who got carried away??]
pinanindugan na ninda..
mati mati pating gayu.
well, these seminarians will continue this 'cool ideas' para ang mga kabataan, maging active sa mga arog kaning activities. sana mapagayun pa ninda lalo.
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| posted by ninjaKID @ 10:06 AM |
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Sunday, September 13, 2009 |
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| Marian Youth Congress 2009 |
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kakaabot ko lang sa harong. Dae ko pwedeng palagpason ang pagkakataon na maisiwalat sa mundo ang nangyaring MYC ngonian na taon. Maski ngani tungakaun pa akong maray asin ang sakuyang bitis nagtatanglay pa, uya na ko. Ihahatod na saendo ang pinaka bagong bareta sa lado lokal kang Bicol. naks!
Kasabay kang Traslacion ngonian na nag ngangadang- ngadang na ang kapistahan ni Ina, kinundisir ang sarung aktibidad na nagpapatunay na ang mga hobenes dae lang presente sa Beer Plaza, Battle of the Bands o anu pang kaugmahan sa Plaza kundi urog ng gayo sa pag omaw sa satuyang Mahal na Ina.
Hali sa manlain-lain na lugar, skwelahan, simbahan... ang mga hobenes nagkasararo sa pag rukaw asin pag hurop-hurop kang presenteng panahaon. Gatos na hobenes ang uminabot asin nakisumaro sa debosyon ki Ina.
Ang kaugmahan ko ta ang simbahan nag gibo talaga ning paagi kung pano ma seselebrar ang MYC in modern way. hehe. Sa misa, ang gamit na musical instrument, sarung set ning banda. Kya ang mga songs, may beat. Tpos pde kang mag sabay sa beat, upak, bayle. Ang Alleluia, Alleluia pdeng kang bayle~! hahaha. Saan ka pa? Ini ang patunay na ang simbahan, ginigibo gabos na paagi para ang hobenes ngonian mahimok na mamoot asin makisumaro sa satong pag-tubod bilang preparasyon saenda, sa mga masurunod na mapayaman kang inaataman na debosyon.
May kaugmahan pa ako. Mga seminarians na nagbabarayle! ay ta. enjoyun sinda. Mati-mati talaga! hahahaha. Mga taga Major seminary gayud 'to. Mag ggwapo pati! hahaha. Sinda na ang masunod na mapadagos kang arog kaning mga celebration ideas.. =) Hagad ko na mapagayun lugod lalo.
Pagkatapos kang misa, nagkaugwa ning Prayer Time. Ang makamundo lang sa part na ini ta garo may mga tao talagang dae tataong sabihan ning saru sana. Kaipuhan pang ulit-uliton na mag pundo na muna kariribok. Hay, garo baga mauutsanan sinda pag dae nakataram. Sana next year, magpaka civilize na ang mga taong ini. Makasupog. Pero sa kinatapusan, nag silencio man giraray asin naka pray man ning matuninong.
Pagkatapos kang Prayer time, nagkaugwa ning kaugmahan sa laog kang cathedral. May banda, may nagbarayle... nagkaranta... kung baga, may concert. hehe. Anas anas nag urugma. Maski ako! hehe. Maski ngani mapagal, dae tig mamati. Maski suruksukan. Basta yaun kame duman, naging parte kang selebrasyon, solve na!
Salamat na lang ta may open na canteen sa Minor Seminary na ang kape, 30% less kesa sa ibang stall.. hehe.
Tapos salamat sa mga nag partisipar! See you next year!
Sa mga dae pa nakaka try, mag register na kamo. Patunayan nindo na kita mawot asin capable na maging tagapamana kang debosyon sa satuyang Mahal na Ina...
Dae man lugod niato biguon ang satuyang kamagurangan... kita ang inaasahan nindang magpatalubo kani sa masunud na henerasyon... kya dapat lang na tabangan ta ang satuyang simbahan na e-prepare kita sa pag aku kaini.
God bless!!
ninja.09.13.09Labels: camp 2009, marian youth congress |
| posted by ninjaKID @ 8:47 AM |
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Sunday, August 30, 2009 |
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| I can't give you the reason... I just want to let go. |
. I feel so sorry for myself. I don't want it this way. Just four months ago, I was so absorb by you... 3 months ago, I can't get through the day if I got no email from you... 2 months ago, I always looked up for weekends 'cause that's the day I am able to hang around with you... I even wrote some poems about missing you badly. But that's before and now, I don't know if I want to stay that way.
I feel sick 'cause I don't know how I'll say this. We even planned to watch the movie "Up". But I think it won't happen anymore 'cause I'm not sure if it's you I want to be with on the showing dates.
I feel like crying 'cause I don't want us to end this way. I don't want you to think that I played fool on you.
I feel so stupid. I even told myself that you're gonna be the first guy I would like my parents to meet. But guess It's not going to happen anymore 'cause I can't even say yes to you when you ask me out on weekends.
I feel so broken 'cause I think you'll be hurt if you knew 'bout this. And that hinders me to say that we should let this go. Labels: let me go, only one, you're my only one |
| posted by ninjaKID @ 7:55 AM |
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Sunday, August 2, 2009 |
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| Akala Ko... Yun Pala |
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Nakita ko lang 'tong tinitingnan ng pinsan ko sa PC ( he's a 7 year old boy).
Nki usyuso ako. Check nyo din. High Tech na talaga ang pangangampanya ngayon.
Sa site na 'to, kelangan mong dugtungan ang salitang AKALA KO... YUN PALA...
Try nyo e-visit, may madidiskobre kayo na magpapasaya sa araw nyo!
example:
Akala ko site ni Villar... Yun Pala joke site. (here)
Below is my shoutout:
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Injana said
"Akala ko ang mga kabataan kuntento ng walang pakialam sa bansa Yun Pala nais rin nilang makiisa sa pagbabago."
Lahat tayo maraming maling akala sa buhay, maliit man o malaki. Kung gusto mo i-tama ang mga maling akala, mag log-on ka sa AkalaMo.com |
Labels: akala mo, campaign, election 2009, manny villar, matatakbuhan, politics, presendentiables, pulitika, villar |
| posted by ninjaKID @ 12:40 PM |
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| nothing has changed |
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what a nonsense way to start the month!
I feel so lazy. I slept exactly 8 hours. (just like a little girl should do). I went to bed at 12am and woke up 10am. My head hurts. My soul floats in the sunny but windy weather outside the door. I have dreams... daydreams... weird ones.
I was still lying in bed when I started to feel nostalgic.
It's sunday morning and nung bata pa 'ko, by this time, siguro, kumakain ako ng champorado with powdered milk on top. Tapos, I will have my playmates gathered in our backyard... ready to compete with me sa mga laro namen like step-no. Hehe. And nung mga 12 years old ako, sunday morning would be in front of the TV, watching B1 and B2 or Heidi or MYX instead. I miss those days! Swear!
I did wished to go back time, let's say when I was a 6 year old little girl. I even close my eyes pretending that when I open it I would be a 6 year old again. Just like what I had watched in the movies. Pero I know nothing will happen and I feel sad. Really. I think I should stop watching movies like that.
What makes it more nostalgic is parang na fefeel ko yung ambiance noon. Yung sounds... the smell. Its depressing!
I miss my childhood days sooooooooooo much! ='(
But then, Naisip ko din na buti na lang 'di ako binalik ng panahon. Cause if it did, madadaanan ko ulit yung mga painful moments noon. Like when my Lolo died. Atleast now, I moved on. Though sometimes, namimiss ko si Lolo, like now. Teary eye ako. hehe. I'm so emotional today! Bakit kaya?? This is really weird. I don't want look back the 'reason' why my parents had to separate (most painful of all). Now, everything's fine. They're back together. Though may misunderstandings pa sometimes, at least, they can work it out easily than before. Ayoko ding balikan yung graduation day ko. Or yung JS Prom! Haha. Pati yung time na lumayas ako sa bahay namen ( lumipat ako sa bahay ng lola ko which is 45 minutes-ride away from my parents home). Dami ko palang ayaw balikan... Those painful moments are the reasons why I love change... why it is hard to go back kahit alam mo na along the way, magiging masaya ka rin.
Pero mas marami pa rin yung gusto kong balikan.
Tons of memories.
Na I won't exchange to anyone.
I won't exchange.
Lalo na yung time na I met that guy in his personalized bracelet.
or his paper-made rose ('di nia binigay sakin ung rose. Nakita ko lang na naka display.)
or his red shirt where I wrote something (name nia lang naman and with his permission)
toinks... I'm missing him.
Di nia alam, I like him still.
And maybe if he comes back, and he likes me na,
I'm sure, I'll fall in love 300x than before.
(he didn't liked me as crush or something. He treated me like a friend or sister something.)
When he left, I wasn't around.
I was here na sa ciudad.
Nalaman ko na lang na umalis na sya through a friend.
Tapos, wala naman kaming communication.
How could that be possible?!
Eh, he doesn't like me nga.
Meron syang communication dun sa mga type nyang girls.
Pero last March 08... we texted each other for 3o minutes.
We exchange messages.
Yung na sent na saakin, maybe four messages.
I don't remember kung ilan na sent ko sakanya.
The words he texted to me that I remember most was:
"mataray ka pa rin."
.Labels: akala mo, cute, emo, great, i love my mom, love story, matatakbuhan, multiply, music, new novel, poems, politics, presendentiables, rescue me, review, romantic, tested and true, thoughts |
| posted by ninjaKID @ 11:06 AM |
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Saturday, August 1, 2009 |
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| iiyak na 'ko. |
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I'M ALL ALONE.
They all went home for weekend. But since I have my Saturday classes, I have no choice but to be left behind.
Haii. Ayoko talaga ng iniiwan. Kaso may dapat akong e-prioritize, kya I have to choose between the two: GOING HOME or ATTENDING MY CLASS.
If I go home, I'll be happy. Syempre, makikita ko yung mga kapatid ko. Kahit mejo war kame ni Mama ngayon. Hehe. Miss ko pa rin yun. I lived most of my life without them. Laking-lola ako. ung kapatid ko, may boyfriend na pala, 'di ko alam. (BAWAL) 'Di ko man lang masabihan yung kapatid ko na "Wag na muna, kapatid. Bata ka pa. Si ate na muna mahalin mo." Hindi ko rin alam na nahihirapan pala sya sa Math. Sinubukan kong syang turuan, kaso kulang yung oras... Kelangan nanamang bumalik dito sa ciudad para pumasok sa school kinabukasan. Yung bunso namin (5 years old), 'di ko man lang naturuan ng "ABC". Marunong na pala yung bumasa. Hindi ko rin alam na hindi pala sya kumakain ng pakwan. Ilan lamang ang mga yan sa mga nalaman ko nung nag stay ako samin last April. Dame ko ng na mimiss sa buhay ng mga kapatid ko. At madami pang chapter ng buhay nila ang mamimiss ko kase alam ko, pag tapos na ko mag-aral... lalayo ulit ako para mag trabaho. Syempre, para sakanila pa rin. Kelan nga ba ung last na uwi ko? Birthday ni Daddy... nung June 13. One whole day lang yun ahh. Tapos uwi rin kame agad kase may pasok na. Buti nga ung birthday ni Daddy pumatak nung wala kaming pasok. Haii nkuu, Its awful. I can barely understand feelings right now. All I know is I miss them... badly. =(
Sana alam nila noh?
Iiyak na 'ko. jowk.Labels: emo, great, i love my mom, poems, quote, story, tested and true, thoughts |
| posted by ninjaKID @ 7:59 PM |
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